Monday, May 05, 2003

Hey Girls!! Howz u gals doin? Btw, TANX Kiky!!! I LOVE what you've done to my blog! SO GREEN!!! I'm so...tired...I've been werking like crazy. 8:45 to 5:00 or 6:30... Very tired.... HELP!! It's partly my fault too lah...Bergantung.....jer kat telipon mlm2!! Hahaha! Ok..back to the 1-0 thing... Si dektu ckp dier masuk NS(SORIE....But i feel I can BEST DESCRIBE all this in MALAY) Tak bwk hp...Aleh2 leh angkat telifon...hp lah tu...N then ajak aku kluar...konon da book out...belom....lagi 1 week da laeh book out??Betul ker...?? And when i ask him asal leh bk out siang nah..dektu ckp aper kau tau?? Dektu ckp , n i quote.."erm...i pon tak tau..." Bloodyfuck rite??!!! ARGH!! N to think I was WILLING to wait a fucking TWO YEARS for him!!!! I don't think so....

Anyways...Getting to more SERIOUS matters...I'm glad that everything is settled with the K-Sistas...If EVER this happens AGAIN b'coz one of you didnn't want to open their BLOODY mouths aand SAY SOMETHING....Kene kau dari aku!!

To KySha,
I know how you feel gerl..And all I can tell you is to BE STRONG and MOVE ON... There's really no point in thinking about him & reminding yourself of all the times with him & all the things you guys did...That'll only make it worse... You got it easier for you...you can't see his DAMN HOUSE from your ROOM!!! ARGH!!! Sorie... Anyways back to you...Erm...Oh ya, It's gona be hard cos like u said...he was like the only one aft ur first bf tt u EXPRESSED ur feeling to...FROM the HEART...{aku tak tau eja name dier ah..sorie..} I knoe how u feel babe...BE STRONG...I'll always be ther for you...WE'll ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YA!! LOVE YA BABE!! *muackz*

To KiKy, {sorie eh KieLy..kau tunngu jap.. :)}
I just wane say i'm SO....SORIE for not asking youwats wrong when i knew stg was not rite...I feel so shitty....I'M SO....SORIE..... I shldn't hv just..u knoe...I shld hv followed my instinc and asked you....I'M SO.....SORIE..... BUT....I'm still upset that u didn't just TELL me....That I needed to ASK before u told me...AKU KAT SINI BUAT APER..?TELEPHONES WERE INVENTED FOR A REASON....And so was the word...FRIENDS!! HELLO!!! But nevertheless..i still feel like shit cos i didn't just ask you when i knew i=stg was fishy... SORRY!!!!!!! Will you ever forgive me...? Amponilah aku..kawan kau yg sayang kau bnyk2...!! LOVE YA!! I'll always be there for ya too!! All of us will!! *muackz*

To KieLy, {yes...that wld be you si giler...}
Hmm....Ok that's all i can say... HAHAHA!! Just kidding...i just wane say thanx for all those WORDS of WISDOM..{ceh..jgn nk kembang k.. maintain....} It really helped alot...Tanx eh! Though we just got to knoe each other...mcm da lama eh kite kenal... hehe! I may have seemd aloof when u first met me..{i've been told by a certain someone tt i'm aloof... haha!} And just to let you knoe..i dnt open up easily to ppl unless i trust tt person....so..GET THE HINT...?! Anyways..juz wane tell ya...LOVE YA!! And hope things wit the HOLY ONE werks out fine! {HAHAHAHA!!! Holy konon!!} I'll always be here...The K's will always be there for each other...

To ALL of YAZ... LOVE YA LOTS!!! U GUYS ARE THE NEXT BEST THING TO MY FAMILY....

Okie....enuf of all that mushy stuff...{hehe!} I think i'm falling...It's like...everything is so...damn coincidental{sorie..ma spelling suckz} Mcm tak leh percaya gitu... hAha!! Abeh PAsal si DEktu yg supposedly kat NS...AH....LUPEKAN SUA......ARGH!!!! Aku dilema..{tt is definately the wrong spelling rite?} hehehe.....



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