...:: gL0ry b0X ::...
give me a reason to love you.today was a busy, busy day. the sale preview was today so i ended up staying in the office till the showroom closed. heh. i came in with work to do. then i was kinda free for a moment. uno momento. just ONE moment. after which, i had tons of things to do. and my GOD, i know she sent me an email to tell me to arrange certain stock transfer but if i couldn't get into stock transfer how the fuck am i supposed to do it?! when she came into office, i went up to her with her quotation and asked her if there was anything for me to do for her...and do you know what she said to me???
" i sent you email mah! you never check your email ah?!? "
is this how a PROFESSIONAL with YEARS of EXPERIENCE talks to her juniours?? watdefaq. i was so pissed. i dun understand whats her problem. she's been like this the whole week. just because i didn't get the boss to sign her stoopid letter. and she got pissed cos she tot i was slacking off not doing HER urgent job. farkin shit face.
anyway, at least it's just her. the other sales reps are much nicer. much, MUCH nicer. heh. and i find it weird cos she was the one who kinda chose me. argh. whatEVER.
khai went for a job interview for Horse Keeper. heh. so cute rite? heh. i think he'll do GREAT as a horse keeper. he loves animals. and it's good that he's doing something he enjoys. so proud of him. he's finally going to do something he will enjoy.
i keep wondering if i made the rite choice moving to space. then i tell myself, dun let ONE person break you. i like the job and i like the industry. i'll be able to learn so much with this company, and noOne is going to break me.
HEH.
10:41 pm
...:: wat a sad day. ::...
my sister's dad passed away today. may he rest in peace.
i wish i could have been there with my sister. i'm sure she needed someone. i feel sad for her. and though i haven't spoken to him for over a year now, i hope Ed is doing ok now. i can't imagine how he must be feeling now. finding out that his dad is gone, and he didn't even get to see him or say goodbye. and he wasn't able to carry his own father's coffin. i cried for most of the morning today. nobody at work knew though. except for dev. he found out cos i was spacing out while smoking and he asked me why if i was ok. i told him i was, then he said i look so stressed and spaced out. so then i told him. was rather weird though. i told him
my sister called to say
her dad passed away. he thought i meant
my dad. heh. i just told the usual story, den he kinda figured he shouldn't have asked.
abah... i know that you're in a better place now. i wish i could have been there to see you off. i know that we weren't close, but i always regarded you as my other dad. i will miss you much. and i will tell many stories of you to nadia. she will grow up knowing what a wonderful grandad she had. may you rest in peace.
8:20 pm
...:: i'm sorry ::...
i'm sorry you came all this way and in the end you didn't need to. i'm sorry we couldn't have dinner. all i needed was $2. heh. and i'm sorry i couldn't help you with the 'link'.
today i was extremely busy at work. can you believe that?? haha. i had to do a quotation the minute i walked into the office. halfway thru it, there was a problem with our system and so i had to log out. i actually sighed. heh. and En was like "hai, mengeluh Sha?" lol! then i had to do order after order and getting the fabric swatches and cutting the stock and organising the list for the sales rep. wow. i had alot of walking done today. heh. tired. haha! and mohdar was making fun of En, and i laughed. and he was shocked that i laughed cos i haven't even smiled at any of his ridiculous comments! haha!
abah is very sick in seremban. sis has gone down to see him. i wish i could go but i can't. i'm so worried. and i feel so sorry for sis. i hope he'll get better soon. doctor's say that it's his stomach and they can't do anything to fix it. he's now at home, unaware of his surroundings. all we can do is pray. and sis said she'll be there indefinately. haiz. and her 'friend' was supposed to pass me some cash so that i can wire to her so she can buy her ticket back. the mofo changed his mind and said that he will TT the money offer using western union, under her name. so, only she can take the money. haiz. i hope charles'll give her the money to come back. and i hope nadia will come bck too.
today, since we didn't need to go take the money, khai n i decided to walk around at suntec. to my horror, my feet started to 'expand' and there were killing me. so we, or rather I, struggled during the walk back to my house. khai was disorganised and lost his bearings and if i had left him alone, he wouldn't noe how to get home. heh. that was funny. oh! and i had exactly $19 in my account therefore resulting in us not being able to have dinner. nyeh. at least we got to eat a pretzel. lol. in the end, when we reached my place we spent money, of course paying bt NETS, in 7-11. i should have a share in this outlett. i'm always buying stuff. *stanley....can my name by under yours?*
tomorrow i've got a whole load of things to do.
1. i have to do the pricing for all the chairs under Vitra.
2. ensure that all the items i put for stock transfer today and LAST WEEK will be transfered back to the warehouse.
3. check thru all the orders i keyed in today and do the necessary.
4. ask abg rahman to prepare the packing list.
5. ........never ending... and i'm only 3 weeks old. heh.
I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE!!!
i love radioblog. now i'm listening to a this playlist. my fave playlist so far.
The Flaming Lips - Bad Days
Sound Tribe Sector 9 - One a Day
DJ Shadow - Walkie Talkie
Queens of the Stone Age - You've Got a Killer Scene There Man
Bloodhound Gang - Shut Up
We Are Scientists - Mothra vs. We Are Scientists
The Sunshine Underground - Commercial Breakdown
The Hives - The Hives Are Law, You Are Crime
Of Montreal - Spike the Senses
Bedroom Walls - In Anticipation Of Your Suicide
The Killers - Bling (Confessions Of A King)
my fave song.... The Sunshine Underground, The Hives are Law, You are Crime, Bling. heh. i loike. i loike. i loike! and of course.... Bad Days. it should be EVERYONE's anthem!!
ah....i actually still have alot more to share....but i think i've shared enough for today. tomorrow i shall talk about the 'aunty' incident...if i haven't already done so that is. heh.
~arrivederci~
9:37 pm
...:: hApPy anNievErsAry. ::...
it's our annievarsary, and i'm so excited.
Tonight’s the night we’re gonna make it happen
Tonight we’ll put all other things aside
Give in this time and show me some affection
We’re going for those pleasures of the night
I want to love you
Feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you
I just can’t get enough
And if you move real slow, I’ll let it go
I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide it
I’m about to lose control and I think I like it
I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I want you, I want you
We shouldn’t even think about tomorrow
Sweet memories will last a long, long time
We’ll have a good time baby don’t you worry
And if we still playing around boy that’s just fine
Let’s get excited
(Oh) we just can’t hide it
I’m about to lose control and I think I like it
I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide it
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I want you, I want you
Oh I’m gonna want to love you
Feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you
I just can’t get enough
And if you move real slow, I’ll let it go
I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide it
I’m about to lose control and I think I like it
I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I want you, I want you
I’m so excited (look what you do to me)
And I just can’t hide it (you’ve got me burning up)
(Oh) I’m about to lose control and I think I like it
I’m so excited (look what you do to me)
And I just can’t hide it (I’ve got to give it up)
(Oh) I know, I know, I want you - Le Tigre
12:24 am
....:: heh. ::...
so i changed my skin. blog skin that is.
met khai yesterday. i noe, i noe. but at least we settled the problem rite? he's going to psa tomorrow. heh.
i miss the nite life. i miss dancing. i miss having fun. not that i'm NOT having fun now. it's just that, i miss all those crazy times. haiz. it feels like i was 18 last year and now i'm 21. too fast for my liking.
yesterday we talked till about 5am. found out he noes most of the people i noe. he also played soccer against my ex-boyfriend. yeap. he nicknamed him puyu. he said they all said he looks like a telur [egg]! and khai asked me how could i have gone out with a guy like that! watdefaq! i of course told him it was because he was a very nice guy. heh. and then he said that i was so nice to go with a guy bcos his nice and not for his looks. nyeh.
and....khai noes most of the guys tat i noe! bloody hell.
nyeh.
so today i've spent the whole time bumming. watching tv, eating, on the comp... ladeedah.
i hope my new skin is nice. if u prefer the old one let me knoe, i'll change it back..... NOT.
kwakwakwa.
ok. i wane eat, again, now.
toodles.
*iwanelearnitalian*
6:21 pm
