Thursday, July 24, 2003

Teeheehee!! HE called me today!!! YEAY!!! I'm so super happy!! I came home just now n me dad askd me "who is this 'boy' tt keeps calling u the whole day??"
i was so shocked wen i heard 'boy'! my heart jumped! then i was waiting for him to call me..everytime the fon ran i dropped wat i was doing n ran to the fon!
n finally i heard his voice....at long last... i'm gonna meet him tomorrow!! hehehe!! but then i'll lose him again...damn!! this time i am so gonna make sure i get all the particulars i need to be able to write to him!he actually went down to my old werking plaace to look for me! so sweet rite?? haiz....so, maybe he does really love me!! n want me!! hehehehehe!!!! man i love him! Sa.......yang dier!!

as for wan....well... we weren't really anything to each other.....he just wanted one thing...n everyone noes y i do wat i do.....rite?? u gals do believe me rite...although i do praise him....but now tt i think of it....HE will be the best i'll ever have!!! n i really dun wane lose him again..i noe all of u think tt i deserve better.....i noe tt too...but i think n i noe tt i can change him...all the other times i go googoogaagaa over guys was just to push him to the back of ma head...i cant get over him..n i guess i wnt...i guess i just dnt want to....

sorie peepz....understand ma situation....tt's all i'm askg.....u gals noe how much i love him.....

*muackz*


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