..:: shagged. ::..
i'm so shagged.
i've been working for the past 2 weeks till like 8-8.30pm. thus resulting in the lack of blogging.
here are some updates.
1 - my grandaunt passed away on monday. was at the funeral the whole day...or at least until 3+pm... since 9am that is... she was a very cute old lady. alot of people were crying. i dun like funerals. i always think about my mom's funeral. and my dad spent most of the day outside the house. it was a good day though. it rained from the time the body left the house to the cemetry. it was like the rain followed her. at the cemetery, it was drizzling, then once the body was buried, as in the soil was already over her and filled up the grave, the rain got heavier, and as the ustaz finished the prayers, it was a downpour. after we got into the car, we headed to my mom's grave. was lost for a bit than finally we found her. i was quite pissed at the respect shown at my mother's grave by my step mom and sister. but i was there to visit my mom, and i did. said some prayers and cried. not much though. just enough to shock my step mom. heh. i guess she never thought i would cry. wadthehell. of course i will cry. just bcos i dun cry wen i tok abt her doesnt mean i'm nt sad. duh. but, at least she agreed to go to my mom's grave.
her tombstone read " in loving memory of my most beloved wife "
so sweet. i can't imagine the pain my dad went through.
2 - i've been so tired lately. i can't even open my eyes now. i've never felt so tired in my 21 years of living on earth. all i want to do is SLEEP.
3 - me and khai are very happy. we told each other about our past. he noe's izwan. heh. and khai made a big a fuss about him being number 3. at least its a single digit... i'm most probably his 137th! a THREE digit figure! but i love him... and he loves me more. i'm happy. i saw the 'band girl'. the 'evil' band girl. not that pretty wat... wat the hell. so the... bluek.
4 - it's official. i can't click w the girls in the company. i click better wit the guys. i'm sorry. i just find it easier to communicate w the guys. they're nice. the girls and all the other people around me can call me gatal or perasan or WHATEVER i dun care. i'd rather have many, many guy frends than worry about wat 1 girl says about me. nyeh.
ok. the end.
i can't wait to see MUSE.
bubbye.
9:31 pm
