Wednesday, October 12, 2005

*I live each day for you...*
My baby dedicated a very nice song to me the other day... he wanted to call me and sing to me cos we were havin a fight again...he tot that if he did that i would cry and realize how much he loves me...(the realizin part i added...he jus wanted me to cry!)
After really listenin to the song..i realized it..i realized how much he loves me and that he is the man that I've been dreaming of... He is the one that i have fantasized about... really..
I've always wanted a guy that would sing to me..a guy that enjoys what i enjoy...a guy that knows exactly how to make me happy, what's exactly on my mind, what i'm gonna say next after his silly comments...i love it wen he comes from behind and kisses my neck..exactly how i imagined it would happen..
" you are my dream come true...i have found the man in my dreams...and i am finally complete..."
I Live My Life For You
by Firehouse
you know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I wanna be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

i've built my world around u and i want you to know
i need u live i never needed anyone before

i live my life for you
i live my life for u


5:29 am


Tuesday, October 11, 2005


as you realize with each passing day,
the tragedies that float by...
the cries of sorrow.
the tears of fear.
pain surrounds our fortress...
as each being dwells in misery,
a victory dance takes place...
as misery takes place,
the music gets louder...
she begs, she pleads.
her voice is swallowed.
the music's too loud,
the dance more captivating...
a victory takes place...
the victory of death.


5:46 am



she feels she's found it,
finally an end..
no more bickering,
no more childlike tantrums..
slowly, she paints herself a paradise..
but just as she finishes,
the storm begins again..
washing away her colours,
leaving it dull and empty..
again the bickering,
again the childlike acts..
her life is a cycle,
she wishes it would stop.


5:45 am



you try to love me,
you try too hard..
you know you hate me,
you know you want me gone..
set me free...
let me go..
i can't take it anymore.


5:43 am



why can't they see it?
are they really blind?
why do they do it?
did i do something wrong?
you said you loved her..
you said she adored you..
is this what she gets in the end?
don't boast what was the past..
don't put up the act no more..
these tears have been wasted too long..
this heart, you've tortured
this mind, you've poisoned
karma is on my side now...
don't boast what was the past,
stop all your acting..
i'll win this game you started...
Good luck!


5:40 am