Thursday, May 08, 2003

Hey ppl... i am damn tired today... btw kiky, i didn't change the leaves...they r still there.... anyways, tt m@#!$@#** called me...at 2 am today{last night lah tu..} When i hv finally forgotten him.gotten over him...he calls me...and he only called to ask for one thing...and it's nt money this time... Why does he keep doing this to me??!! Why does he constantly come back to haunt me...and i always feel like giving in..b'cos i really love him...no matter what has happened...it's so hard for me to forget him...i have so much hate for him now...yet i hv so much love too....WHY???!!! I jus got over him...and you guys know tt i can never hear his voice and not cry later... WHY DO I STILL LOVE HIM??? After all the shit he put me through... What if he didn't even layan tt bitch? What if the granny salah faham? What if.... HELP!!!! Btw,TANX KIELY!!

See my days are cold without you..
But I'm hurting while I'm with you...
And though my heart can't take no more
I CAN"T keep running back to you...


11:16 pm