Sunday, August 17, 2003

harroe!!! haiz...i miss him so much!! it's only been a week...how m i gonna survive another 6 mths,2 weeks n 3 days???? argh!!!! well, at least i noe he IS thinking of me... his friend called me to tell me his "number" n where his at so i can write to him....hehehe!!! he thinks of me!! yeay2!!

well, today had re-tests...i didnt go...haiya....dunno wats gonna happen to me...i really need to focus....keep studying...dun stop....i need MOTIVATION!!! help!! give me motivation..study to pass..study to get a good job.....to support my daddy....to show "those people" i CAN do it.....yes!! i have my motivation...but i still need u peeps to push me...PLEASE!! n tell me to STOP EATING!!! i HAVE to!!! PLEASE!!! DO NOT LET ME EAT!!! AT ALL!!! NOTHING SHOULD BE CONSUMED BUT WATER!!


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