Tuesday, August 12, 2003

wow! yesterday i had a fight with nizam...wtf!! he was tellg me abt how ex-convicts n druggies will never change, even aft doing time! wat the hell is his problem?? it's ppl like him, ppl hu dnt give these ex-convicts/druggies a second chance. a chance to start life anew. they just think tt once a criminal, always a criminal... if u dnt give them a chance to change... they'll never change. if everyone has the same mind set...of course it'll put them down n make dem think wats d point of changing if everyone wont see dem as changed person... look at aaron aziz,look at wat his doing now! it's b'cos ppl gave him a chance to change, n he had great support from everyone around him! so nizam, r u gonna see aaron aziz as one of those ppl hu will never change??? well he has hasn't he?? n so can others!! if ppl stop thinking the same way u do...it will happen! just b'cos u WERE a cop n u used to handle this kinda ppl, doesn't give u the right to judge everyone! not everyone is alike u noe! ppl most prob go back to their old self due to lack of support...boredom..if u dnt help them, hu will?? they cant help themselves, they "help" themselves by taking drugs, doing crime...tt make them feel better, cos nobody n nothing else makes them feel better... but if can get to through to them, support them, help them, they WILL change...someday....not right away....but they will.....eventually...

haiz....it's hard u noe....wat he said really hurt me... not bcos of him..but b'cos of Ed too...y r ppl so mean? why cant they understand? do u think tt these ppl do wat they do bcos they enjoy it? they do it as it is d only thing tt gives them peace...their families dnt do tt..they just add to the pain...they cant get a job to keep them occupied cos ppl dnt want "ex-cons" working in their company...wtf?? so if ppl dnt give them a chance to work, how else can they earn a living?? OBVIOUSLY...they'll go back wat they did b4...

it all comes down to the public...it's how they look at them....


8:42 pm