* i need help....*
i feel horrible...my studies are going down the drain...my love life is zilch at the moment cos my guy aint around...[ i havent received a
single freaking letter! wat the
fung??!!
my bro is surrending himself most prob end of the month...i happy that he's finally doing it...butat the same time i'm sad cos i'm really gonna miss him...i havent really been able to spend time with him and this past year has really been different...i've really began to bond with him...i've begun to understand his
life better...[most prob cos my daRRRling lead the same life as him before.]
i'm gonna miss him...n i'm sure my sis'll miss him too..eventhough she never really
hangs out with him much ...always hung up with
charlie, charles,charles,charles! hehe!! well...i guess it'll do them both good...
i almost cried wen he told me what he's gonna do... 3 [
god damn freaking] years! he's like my best guy fren! hehe!! we may not show it, but we know how much we all love each other... [love you Ed!]
i quote his fren.."this is sharmila, syed's most
beloved sister.."
that really touched me.....
[
baby...i cant wait for u to come back....please....]

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