*loneliness sucks when you noe u're nt alone...
haiz...i dont understand...it's been more than 2 months and still no letter from him yet...sometimes i wonder if i do get letters but my father [who must have nothing else to do] reads them n doesnt give them to me...if he does..he doesnt noe what he's doing to me...
i miss him so much....i noe i shouldnt...but i do...n the fact that i hvnt gotten any letter from me is making me feel even worse...and the oni thing tt is making me feel better is by thinking that he hasnt received any of my letters and therefore resulting in no letters received by me....
and i really cant imagine what might happen once he gets out...if he really hasnt gotten any of my letters, then there wld definately be a big
hu-ha when we meet. and another thing is, i'm worried that bcos he didnt get any of ma letters, he might not call me once he's out cos he'll think i've forgotten him n got someone else and cldnt care less about him or bother to write to him....
ARGH!!!!!!! i hate this!!!!
fikanu!!!!!!
for all i noe, the damn
mofos at the prison read my letters, find them
inappropriate and throw them in the bin! [damn bloody
mofos...]
argh!!!!!!!!!!
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