what is life about??
haiz...[in the background is the song "have a litle faith in me"...how
appropriate!] what is life? is life supposed to b like this?? full of so much pain..n sadness..so many questions unanswered... there's so many things i'd like to ask
someone but that someone is no longer around...
i do miss her alot...wosh she was here...but i noe that i am definately upsetting her in so many ways... i'm sure she is feeling very sad...and in so much pain...sometimes i thin kof her and say to myself that i should stop what i'm doing...den i just forget again...n do it all over again...
i really feel bad...but what can i do..[change! DUH!!] but it's gonna b hard...i hate having this feeling!
i really miss sham...it's been a long time since wrote to him...i guss i stopped bcos i havent gotten any reply...it is quite discouraging.... i miss him so much... but i dnt really show it...i just hide it by saying [oo!! this guy is cute!!] or by saying [ i think i like him!] but actually i'm really,
REALLY dying inside.....
peace out.........
9:41 pm
