Thursday, July 07, 2005
*boredness*i cant sleep....so i went blog hoppin..actually i went to check out dis girls blog [aishah] cos she tagd me n i hv no clue hu she is...[sorry] then i saw a link to a girl named "ima"s blog..n i tot it was sumone i knew...but she wasnt...then i saw in d pic there, that there was someone whom which i indeed noe...n that is jalilah... so i went to her blog...read...tried to tag...but it din seem to appear...sob.. so if aishah u are readin my blog..cld u pls tell her i'm a readin her blog n wantg to tag but cnt..? wen reading her blog...n lookin at her n the imah tt i noe... kind miss d old days... never really understood why we ever fell out in the first place...it all seems to be a blur...really wish to catch up...i aint the bitch u think i became...i'm still d same...like d girl u knew..d person whom walked with u to bb interchange n waited for d bus together...i'm sorri if i treated u diff in sec skool... i admit i must've been a real farkin bitch ryte? sorry... dunno wat came over me.. but now lookin back..i miss all the laughter...it goes d same with imah.... although she may have been irritatin..[sorry] but i guess it was all me...sorry girls...ur friendship was wat kept me goin... n though we had our differences... it was all jus a phase i guess.... suddenly it's all comin back to me...i never meant to let u feel like i forgot u...i was jus preoccupied wit someone else.... and i guess the way u reacted shocked me quite abit.. n i din like it much...but now..i guess i understand how u felt...cos i jus went thru it myself...i'm sorry for treatin u like crap...even after all the things we did...all the dumbness... i'm honestly..from the bottom of my fat ass....sorry.... hope to be in touch soon.... yours truly..a lost friend
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