Thursday, July 07, 2005
*frustration n guilt*haiz...it's all my fault...all i ever do is piss him off...but sometimes he gets things wrong....n in actual fact...i DO have the right to get mad.... it's not FAIR!!i don let off all my steam on him....i dun getmad at him bcos i;m mad at someone else... i may seem like i am...but i'm not.. i promise... i hate it.... sometimes i tink that we shld jus end it cos i feel like with my background...he deserves someone better....someone who doesnt came wit a whole lot of baggage.. "i pity u..""why?""cos u got a girl with so much problems..."".....""why are u quiet?""jus...i dunno wat to say...""jus say sumthin..""i knew all this wen i was gettin to know u...and so i was prepared..."how sweet can he be? he's really understandin...cant wait for 2007 [insya'Allah]... i love him to bits...
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