Tuesday, July 05, 2005
*old habits die hard n new ones stay for life*i have run out of strength n energy..i can no longer be the one helping others..espeacially if they wont help themselves..i'm utterly disappointed with a very close friend of mine...despite me trying to help her..she doesnt seem to take me seriously...this has left me in a state of disappointment and hurt.. but ive come to see the light and now i noe where i stand..i am merely a friend..a listening ear...but i shall not be the advisor...the protector...or even the lifesaver anymore... i shall jus be there wen i'm needed...jus like how i always am... [call me oni wen u need me..]it's sad how i have to see someone do something so wrong and not be able to di anything...to that person...it's jus a cheap thrill...little does this person noe that all it takes is jus once...it's not like smoking...it's not like sex....i'm sorry if u feel like i'm being a nag... i'm jus concerned.. i care for u more than u noe... u're not jus a friend... u're like a sister i wish i had... but like i said...i shall not tell you how to lead ur life... it is UR life anyway... but i'll always be here to hear u out...or jus to chat... [ sorry if i was cold before..i was still upset...]peace out...
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