Thursday, July 07, 2005
*problems with the weather*haiz...had a big arguement with khai dis morning..almost broke up.... all bcos of him trying to avoid quarrels and covering upthe truth... [see wat happens when u lie kiddies...]bcos of the misunderstanding we had last nite...i msged him tellin him no need to call me cos we'll jus start argueing again...den i msged again sayin i was sorry and that it was indeed my fault...n i told him to call me as per normal...but he din..so before goin to skool, i called him to ask why din he call...he said cos i told not to...then i said i msgd him to call me...then he said that he din read it...then he was in such a hurry to hang up....so i asked him y doesnt he wane talk to me...then he said that I was in a hurry to go to skool so jus call him durin break time...so i said FINE!so then i msg him sayin that if he doesnt want to talk then jus say so...so that i dun have to hear his voice in that irritating tone...then i said that i'm tired of being blamed. n i'm tired of all these stupid quarrels.. n i'm tired of being blamed for everythin...so i said to him that we should jus end it now....den he started sayin that it was bcos he was bz wit work so that's why he had to hang up...then i said "why din u jus say so??" he said that he thot that by coverin-up we cld avoid a quarel...den i said to him that hiding things isnt gonna make it better...hiding things won mean no quarrels! den he finally realized his mistake...haiz....but i really did feel like jus ending it there n then...it was jus too much...he actually thot by "covering up" we would avoid arguements... but in d end...wat he used as a cover up ended up hurting me more and did result in a quarrel..haiz....jus bcos of that...i wanted to break off everythin...
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