...:: whEre d0 bAd f0lKs gO wEn thEy diE? ::...*well...they dun go to heaven where the angels fly.*
I'm pissed.
I'm disappointed.
I'm upset.
I've come to reach that point where...."I couldn't care less what you do".
By January, if nothing changes...I'll change something for you.
I'm not going to sit here and wait for you to get a damn job. I helped, not once, not TWICE, but several times but somehow people don't appreciate my help. Fine. I don't mind. You have to listen to your parents. You have to do what your parents ask you to do. I'm just an outsider. I'm just a stranger. I should not have a say in your life. I do however have a say in mine. And I'm not about to spend my life with someone who just says things but don't take any action.
I've always sided you no matter what people say. I just tell them that it's hard to find work now. It takes time. But it's almost half a year now. And I helped you. I guess now I've really learnt my lesson. Don't bother helping people who can't be bothered to help themselves.
It hurts me to say this, but I have no choice. If things don't change soon. I'm walking away. I don't mean to be a bitch, but it's my future too. I'm not about to get into a relationship where I'm the only one doing something with my life and having goals and dreams. I can't.
iloveyou.morethanyouloveme.
I always give. For once, I want to receive.
11:47 pm
