...:: wat a sad day. ::...
my sister's dad passed away today. may he rest in peace.
i wish i could have been there with my sister. i'm sure she needed someone. i feel sad for her. and though i haven't spoken to him for over a year now, i hope Ed is doing ok now. i can't imagine how he must be feeling now. finding out that his dad is gone, and he didn't even get to see him or say goodbye. and he wasn't able to carry his own father's coffin. i cried for most of the morning today. nobody at work knew though. except for dev. he found out cos i was spacing out while smoking and he asked me why if i was ok. i told him i was, then he said i look so stressed and spaced out. so then i told him. was rather weird though. i told him
my sister called to say
her dad passed away. he thought i meant
my dad. heh. i just told the usual story, den he kinda figured he shouldn't have asked.
abah... i know that you're in a better place now. i wish i could have been there to see you off. i know that we weren't close, but i always regarded you as my other dad. i will miss you much. and i will tell many stories of you to nadia. she will grow up knowing what a wonderful grandad she had. may you rest in peace.
8:20 pm
