..:: is it just a memory? ::..
went for khai's cousin's wedding.
she was gorgeous. took picture with her. will ask daya to send me the pic.
didn't talk to him at all. couldn't even look at him.
i miss him alot. but i have to do this. it's the only way to show him that he should have done something way before. he should have had more of a sense of responsibility.
i may not have told you, but when i think of the future...i don't get that sense of security.
i need to know that you can take care of me...and not me take care of you. don't get me wrong, of course we have to take care of each other...what i mean is.. it should be YOU taking care of us... and not me taking care of US.
it didn't help that they kept playing all those songs... practically had to hold back my tears the whole time there. and with mak talking to me.. i just lost it when i was leaving... she kept asking me to think things thru and to get back together.... i just can't right now... and i walked off crying... thank God no one saw me..
i really love him. but......
i hope you understand.
5:04 pm
