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..:: everybody's changing ::..
everyone is getting married and engaged... and here i am alone again..
i read through the older posts...ones where we just started out... and after reading, i thought "hey, maybe i should just give him this chance.."
and i called him. we spoke a while like nothing happened, then he said he would call me later.
that was at 11.30pm... it's 2.20am now, and he didn't call.
and when i called...it happened again..
i was on call waiting...and he didn't answer.......
half an hour later, his phone is off.
is it really sham all over again? at least with sham it was just slightly less than 2 years... but now, after almost 3 years together, you want to do something like this to me?
and the fact that i just decided to end it before u could, you made me feel so guilty and you made me look like the most mean person alive... but in actual fact, you already have someone else.... and you deny it..
people tell me i'm jumping to conclusion... now i know why you suddenly speak with that bogus accent... now i know why you don't even bother to call or msg me to say u really want me back.. cos u dun really want me back.. u're just putting up a front.. pretending that u're hurt..
i forgot. u have always been acting. and u lie to practically everyone. even ur own parents. so what makes me so special that u won't lie to me??
now it's all clear......
i guess there really is no point in me trying so hard [though u think i'm not]...
i hope she's worth it.
then again, won't most guys find it oh so flattering to have a young caucasian girl give them their number?
i really hope she's worth it.
cos now, there's no way i'm going back to you.
