..:: lets join the broken heart club ::..
as much as i know that i'm the one who has sinned today, i also know that i did not deserve your harshness.
why is it so hard for you to just listen?
can't you be a little more patient?
i wish i could understand the thoughts that run through your mind.
i don't want to fall out of love but it seems i'm falling further away than you can imagine....
i know you don't want it to end...
i know you don't want to give up...
ever thought that i might get tired of looking back and searching for your lost shadows?
the future seemed bright.. somehow the colours have faded and they seem to have blurred...
the voices in my head keep telling me...
the voices in my heart keep yelling...
who do i listen to?
i'm being rash...
i'm being impulsive..
i not one to sit around and watch the days pass me by....
procrastination leads you nowhere...
help me understand?
please?
i'm lost in this whole world of filled emptiness...
could this feeling be caused by the cycle?
it's going all wrong though...
i yearn to feel safe.. surrounded by a warm feeling...
signs.
i've lost myself...
you will find me again...
but where?
falling into the black hole..
or emerging into the bright light...
give me a reason to be...
and i'll jump as high as you ask me to..
give me some closure...
it's falling apart now..
crumbling into nothingness...
soon, it will be....
1:00 am
