Saturday, September 22, 2007

..:: yippeeee!! ::..

i got it!

my third package for the week!!

weeeeeee!!!



i LOVE it!! it's so BRIGHT!! i'm happy with this purchase and i can't wait for tomorrow's package to arrive!! yeay!! new clothes!! yeay!!

on another note.. what do you think of my hair...

the bf hates this new look i have... says i look stoopid. belo. like a poodle. hmph. i think it's cute. hahahaha.

the straight hair look is quite tempting too. after my dayhalf day of straightness.. i feel so tempted to rebond my hair again... but... i know i will miss my curls very much.. and though it is easier to maintain straight hair rather than curly... it'll be quite boring for me... besides, everyone seems to say that they'd rather see me with curls than with straightness...

but it's nice kan????



vat to doo.. vat to doo... vat to doo...

i'm missing something right now.. i'm missing the feeling i had the first time we met... i'm missing the times we did what we wanted without thinking about what happens next... i'm missing those stoopid things we did to each other just to annoy.... i'm missing the old us..

we've grown.... i've gotten used to you not being around all the time.. i've gotten used to seeing you once a month.. or maybe twice if we're lucky.... i've gotten used to doing things the way i want to....

i want to be able to touch the sky.... i want to be able to see the stars... i want to be able to walk on water... and i want to do it with my hand in yours....

are we living for the sake of living?

are we wanting.. or needing... or just so?

are we being us.. or are we being them?

i miss the old us. without a care in the world. just looking forward to the future. just anticipating.....

what's waiting for us in the future? is your future the same as mine? are we really aiming for the sky... or is it me who's trying to soar before flying?

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